Monday, July 10, 2006

Home Is Where the Hatred Is

What's happening? I can definitely feel that place changing me. Week after week, it comes into my system and pumps through my veins until I believe I've had enough and can fend off its wicked ways. I don't think it's working, though. Time after time, I can feel its influences in my brain as I go about my daily life. The things you notice about yourself and your outer environments undergoes a radical change, and you don't feel like your old self. I know I don't. I know the solution: getting away from the source. The problem with that is that, like with most addictions, it seeps into your subconcious to the point that there's always a valid reason to keep you there, time after time. It will take some doing, but I see now what must be done. People outside of myself are noticing a change. and I don't like it.

-B

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